(26 yrs old first baby)I’m reaching out, out of desperation. My whole pregnancy (I’m 30 weeks) I haven’t felt truly excited. I have moments of excitement. I can’t help but feel like I’m not ready to be a mum. I feel overwhelming guilt, because I have a long term supportive partner, a home, good jobs etc. I have the most negative thoughts towards everything, I’m crying all the time. I don’t want to see anyone, or socialise, I just want to sleep and sometimes not wake up. I brang it upto my midwife, she didn’t help much. Just told me 1 in 4 suffer from this. Im afraid I’ve made a mistake. I’m constantly being told how life won’t be the same, how I won’t sleep, how hard it is. I just want to know there’s a light at the end of this dark tunnel.