@Luckyme1 I am so, so sad to hear your news that it is a BFN. Like everyone here we were all hoping that this was the one for you and that you'd have your lucky last miracle. It must be very difficult to draw the line under it all, but at least you know you've done everything possible and won't look back with regrets - you've done your absolute best.
I'm sure there will be a process of grief and then healing, and I'm sure that the huge amount of love that you have to give to your family and the little ones that come into your care will be returned to fill your heart and heal the scars.
Love and hugs
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18-07-2015 19:56 #821
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18-07-2015 20:16 #822Senior Member
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Thanks guys, you've all been beautiful and supportive, apart from hubby this has been the one place I can turn for comfort and understanding. Thank you, thank you. You understand the hurt.
I will be praying and hoping for bfp's for you all. You all deserve this!
18-07-2015 20:29 #823
19-07-2015 05:52 #824
Sorry ladies, after 39hrs up we headed to bed straight after that post!
We arrived safely, but got no sleep in the plane due to screaming kids😞 it's a balmy 30odd degrees and def not cold at night. We navigated the local supermarket where alcohol was amazingly cheap, had a swim at our local beach - which has a terrible rip😯 rums on the balcony then headed out to this local bar that I had read about.
What an experience! After getting on an express bus instead of all stops we found the bar inside a military base. A rude barmaid followed up by a lovely waitress and we were seated at a table with a cpl of locals who were absolutely wonderful - yummy cheap food and a covers band had us tapping our toes (dh doesn't dance). Cheap drinks too - a pint of yummy cider was $4!
Breakfast today at a local diner was everything that you see on the movies- perfect! Exploring our little area today with an early night as we have our first apt tmw morning at 7.30am and have to leave the apartment at 515😞 donor is doing well and should trigger tonight🙏
It's weird because apart from injections and tablets it just feels like a holiday at the moment!
19-07-2015 06:48 #825
@Chiefsgirl Not surprised you were both exhausted!! Weather sounds lovely as does the cheap alcohol @ cider!!😁
The rip in the ocean @ rude barmaid not so much!! Socialising with the locals can be helpful for getting some insider knowledge on places to go @ the breakfast sounded yummy too!!.Have a great day exploring😊
Good luck at your appointment tomorrow Luv. Fingers cossed @ Babydust for a bumper haul of eggs as well!!!😀xo
19-07-2015 06:52 #826
19-07-2015 06:54 #827
@Leisylou How are you faring Luv?? Are you back home now??😊
@Skyler Hope you're feeling better recovery wise Luv. Have you managed to get out of your P.J's this weekend??😉😁
@Bongley Fingers crossed/Babydust for your Cycle beginning this week. Hope your donor gets a truckload of follies happening!!😊
Hello to the rest of the Lovelies too......😊
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19-07-2015 09:46 #828
A big hello to everyone from me in Bali
My internet connection isn't great so I'm not writing many personals at the moment, but am following along and cheering from the sidelines.
I'm here for about another ten days for work, so a little while yet. Doing OK, on the BCP and meant to start Lucrin in the next few days, but tossing up whether I do this cycle or just quit now. I am just getting sicker and fatter with all the drugs and I don't think I can keep going, so am looking at that Lucrin wondering if I use it or just stop now. Big decision because if I quit this cycle, that is it for me, no more medical intervention - so it will be natural conception (of which we've had plenty so not a completely ridiculous idea) or we just go straight to DE.
When I arrived one the first things one of my Indonesian colleagues said was "You get fatter since last time I see you - you eat a lot?" and I just wanted to say go and get ****ed - you try two year of multiple failed pregnancies and then all the drugs that I've done this year that have sent me hypothyroid and worse. I'm a bit over it.
But it's nice and warm here at least - 31 degrees :-)
19-07-2015 10:26 #829
Oh Leisylou I love it how the Balinese are straightforward like that! Don't worry I've put on 4 kg over this 'journey' too. Big decision as to whether you start the meds or not. I am not really in a good position to advise you seeing as I have decided no more for me anyway.Chiefsgirl I hope they had a bottomless pot of coffee, albeit American coffee and not espresso. Soak up that holiday and the drinks while you still can! No more rum for you for another 9 months!Blonde ha ha I am in bed typing this! Back to work tomorrow worse luck which has me a bit concerned coz I still have a fair amount of pain. So sorry to leave you alone in the pj's and cat club Tuxcat! Good luck to all of you who are cycling!
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19-07-2015 10:37 #830
I wish mine was just 4kg - I've gone from 48kg to 70kg over the past two years and am feeling so embarrassed about myself. I bought my swimmers with me but I haven't been in the pool yet and don't think I will be - I just can't face getting my big bloated belly and cellulitey thighs out in public :-(
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