My rainbow Gabriel grew his angel wings on the 10th at 11.19pm. My body just rejected him. I wanted him. The doctors did all they could. My mind is broken. My body is trash. I'm in a private room. I held him. Got some photos. All i have. I exist only for my husband now.
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13-05-2015 14:38 #1
My life has gone
13-05-2015 14:44 #2
Nothing but massive massive hugs, xxxxxxx
13-05-2015 14:44 #3Senior Member
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I'm so sorry. My baby was stillborn last year so I understand the sheer pain you're experiencing. Have you received any support info about organisations like Sands or Pregnancy Loss Australia? They provide excellent information about support services, memorials for your beautiful baby, etc. It's so overwhelming when you're absolutely traumatised but still expected to make important decisions. Wish I could bring your baby back xx
13-05-2015 14:47 #4
I'm so sorry
13-05-2015 14:48 #5
I have a few pamphlets. My husband was given a list of numbers. The past few days have been a blur. I still have my bump. He should be in there nice and safe. I'm seeing a grief counsellor. She doesn't help. I don't know what to do.
13-05-2015 14:53 #6
I'm so sorry, I have no practical advice but I'm thinking of you.
13-05-2015 15:00 #7
Oh I'm so sorry to hear. I know the pregnancy was such good news when your DH lost his Mum. I'm sure he's with his grandma watching over you. Did you get some photos done through heartfelt? They are a group of professional photographers who volunteer their time to take photos of babies who are no longer for this world. There are also different things you can do to remember Gabriel. A friend of mine has the ashes of her twins in a teddy bear that she carries with her. There might be another hubber who has more info on this. Are you still in hospital? Is there a bereavement midwife/team that you've seen? They can point you in the right direction for some ongoing counselling, which it sounds like you need. The loss of a baby/child isn't something you can just "get over", but you do need help to understand and process the feelings you're having. It's ok to cry and be sad, but you also need to find a way so you can function day to day. How is your DH coping? You'll need each other more than ever at the moment. I hope you can find a way forward. I'm sorry for your loss xxx
13-05-2015 15:02 #8Senior Member
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I'm so sorry. Huge hugs.
13-05-2015 15:14 #9Senior Member
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Sending you so much love and strength. Please be kind to yourself. I am so sorry. Thinking of you xx
13-05-2015 15:15 #10
I'm so terribly sorry for your loss.
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