Well... Having another **** weekend. Feeling exceptionally lonely today and I can't believe I'm saying this (considering everything he has taken from me) I am actually missing my exH. Memories of less then a year ago keep flooding my mind (happy times I thought) and the fact that my baby is doing so many wonderful things that I just don't have anyone to share them with is breaking my heart. Wondering when I'm going to stop feeling this way on an hourly basis and when I might see the dull dim of a light at the end of a tunnel. I think another thing that has triggered this particular pity party has been a friend announcing their pregnancy. Something I fear will never be for me again. I LOVE being a Mummy and unfortunately I am feeling like being a single mum, 31 and a sufferer of fertility problems, my cake has been baked and eaten so to speak.
Just going to drown my sorrows by eating a stupid amount of doughnuts I think!
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14-06-2014 17:49 #1
Yep, feeling sorry for myself... AGAIN!
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14-06-2014 17:59 #2
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14-06-2014 18:09 #4
Aw hun massive hugs. I know how you feel. My exDH walked out on me in October 2012 leaving my then 13 month DD. Fast forward 1.5 years later and I still get a little down. I don't miss exDH, but I miss having a marriage, a partner, a father for DD. I am 28 almost 29 and often wonder if I'll have another baby that I crave for so much everyday.
I try focus on the positive side but sometimes it's hard to.
A broken heart is a horrible, long journey so I'll join you tonight with the donuts.
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14-06-2014 18:10 #5
Oh Hun. I have felt much the same as you today. Hugs xx
Stay strong Hun
If you want to pm, feel free. I'll most likely be up all night so we can bi*ch about our exHs all night!!
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14-06-2014 18:53 #6
Thanks all x
I just can't believe how many of us there are. These men that share our lives and hearts, make beautiful babies with us and then leave.
@Fiery, I'll happily share my doughnuts with you. The feeling of the unknown is awful. The urge to have babies is one that eats away at you. Thanks for the support. X
@LysnDan, hugs to you. No one should have to feel like this. X
14-06-2014 19:21 #7
Huge hugs! Just remember that you never know what life is going to bring. So many have been in your situation and gone on to find amazing partners and extended their families. Just take some time to do some healing. Everything will work out in the end xx
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14-06-2014 21:25 #9
You know I'm always in your corner. Hope you feel better soon x
14-06-2014 21:41 #10
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