I decided to just give up on driving cause I've been struggling with it for 10 years & I'm still not getting anywhere.

So why do I feel so sad & so much like a failure? I thought I'd be relieved. I thought it would feel like a massive weight off, but instead I feel like crying. I'm confused. Do I really enjoy all the anxiety & panic attacks? The fear of dying in a massive accident? The confusion & frustration of not being able to do it? I don't think so, so why do I feel like this?

Dh wasn't that great about it - just said he wants me to keep trying cause it will be a massive problem if I don't drive. He won't support me in my decision to give up.