Thanks guys . It has been a rocky few years. I can't even remember where my story was up to last time I posted. I was admitted several times and ended up on some pretty heavy duty meds. Im off the anti depressants finally but still on 32mg suboxone which is the ceiling dose and just a crazy amount so im not looking forward to the long haul getting off it which will have to happen soon. It's starting to affect me in lots of ways. Im down to 20mg a day of valium which does nothing for my anxiety as my tolerance is still well over 100mg but I've been tapering down from 300 or so for maybe 18 months now and it stops me getting sick. I have a beta blocker that works well for acute anxiety and lemon balm tea of all things. We are finally moving back to the city this weekend so things are looking up
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28-07-2015 20:19 #911
28-07-2015 20:23 #912-
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Holy crap Frenchie is back!!!! Good to see you luv!
28-07-2015 20:28 #913
I'm so glad to hear from you! I'm glad things are looking up!
Good luck with your move !
28-07-2015 20:29 #914Senior Member
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28-07-2015 20:59 #915
Welcome back. So glad that you have posted to update.
28-07-2015 21:06 #916
I'm glad you posted, I often wondered how you were doing.
28-07-2015 21:46 #917
So wonderful to hear your news, ffrenchie!
28-07-2015 22:36 #918
Thanks for updating frenchie, sending love and light x
28-07-2015 22:37 #919Senior Member
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I've just read your post love (I'm fairly new, not always on)
But I want you to know you're a strong strong woman!
I've been where you are. My admissions started from the age of 14years. Same as you; substance abuse, suicide attempts, eating disorders, anxiety, thought of harming others, severe depression etc!
I'm glad to see you're in the mend now Hun! I wish I could have offered advice way back when, but none the less I'm happy for you!
I too am learning to cope, in other ways as I found and still find it sometimes hard to manage mother good and my depression although I'd never dream of harming DS!
Keep us posted!
29-07-2015 09:25 #920
Wow! Thanks for all the replies. I was a bit worried updating that nobody would remember me and think 'who's this crazy woman?'
Sorry to hear Of your struggles to the poster above me (sorry can't see your name on my phone..) it's a hard road isn't it. I too have never ever even dreamt or felt like harming the kkds. My first son saved my life and got me off a very bad path which helped me turn my life around and I have stayed alive for my 5 gorgeous kiddies. They keep me going.💜💚
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