My apologies if this gets ridiculously long winded, I think I just need to get it off my chest.
It was November 2011, I had made some oops in taking the pill forgotten some and was late. It was five months before my wedding and as an aunty of four gorgeous kids the thought I may be pregnant excited me. Nothing happened.and.net fiancé suggested I stop the pill just incase I was pregnant and and any adverse affects it may have. Then as time went on the discussion turned to.well if it happens it happens we will just.not prevent it anymore. I had a withdrawl bleed/period that December and then nothing. Wedding came and went in April still nothing. Not concerned thinking it was the pill getting out of my system and the stress of a wedding I took the occasional pregnancy test just to be sure. June was my first period. It was the most painful of my life but of average flow and length. September still nothing went to gp who sent my to a gyno. Blood tests, ultra sounds, internal ultrasound nothing substantial. By this stage I had found ovulation tests and thought the shear chance I caught it we may get pregnant.....and we did. Two days of positive tests(multiple) I was so excited than day 3...bleeding....lots of bleeding. Further tests later on negative and I was convinced I had a chemical pregnancy. I was gutted. The months went on still nothing. Booked to see the gyno again end of Feb. Typical a week before I saw her I got a period. Uneventful, not too painful or long just average. The gyno put me on primolut for 5 days 3 times a day (week long bleeding after :-( and told to get blood test on 21St day ) And booked me in for laparoscopy, hestecopy d & c and dye test. I currently feel gutted. 16 months since I have stopped the l two periods and chemical pregnancy. I have no idea.what my procedures will show. A part of my wants answers and reasons....part of me doesn't. I know there are Pepe in worse situations but I can't help feel so sad and helpless watching ppl announce pregnancy and births on Facebook. So far I feel I have gotten nowhere in 16 months and at 25 about to celebrate my 1 year anniversary I was convinced I would be pregnant by now. If you have managed to read this far.thank you. I know it will happen eventually but right now it feels.bleak and I don't feel like I can really tell my story..how I feel...to anyone.
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29-03-2013 00:52 #1
My story so far..vent.long story
29-03-2013 02:01 #2Senior Member
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I just wanted to offer hugs and say hang in there. It took me 18 months to conceive my DS. There no reason why it took so long either. It was so frustrating every month but now he is here I wouldn't change a thing
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29-03-2013 02:01 #3
Hugs to you. Hope you get a bfp soon.
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01-04-2013 08:12 #4
Hugs Kayem, I know how you feel. We have been trying for bub #1 since Oct 2010 & so far have had one missed miscarriage & one early one. It's very difficult seeing announcements on face book. I have a lot of close friends & family at the moment announce pregnancies, so I can't really get away from it at the moment!
R u going to book in for the lap? I've only recently had one done & am soooo thankful I actually did it. I spent years of putting it off. I had bad endo & cysts removed (all of which couldn't be seen from ultrasounds). I was told that any pregnancy wouldn't have been able to progress with bad endo. So I'm really glad I got it all done in the end.
Good luck !!
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01-04-2013 08:41 #5
Huge huge hugs!!
Dh and I started trying June 2010 and ended up and ivf conceiving in September 2012.
TTC can be a long hard road. And I cried for hours everytime another Facebook friend or relative announced another easy or accidental baby. It guys you everytime.
I'm so sorry, but with answers will hopefully bring you hope xo
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01-04-2013 17:00 #6
Thank you everyone for your kind supportive words. Some days just feel like I am getting nowhere and need a little pep talk. I am having my lap this Thursday so hopefully I will have some answers.
01-04-2013 17:12 #7
Hugs Kayem! Good luck for your results x
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02-04-2013 22:58 #8Member
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Good luck I hope you get some answers. It's so hard it took us 18 months with my first son. And 3 months into trying for our second I feel like it's gonna be a long time till I see that bfp again. I hate seeing fb post that people have accidentally fallen pregnant (I know it's not their fault) it just doesn't seem fair. Anyways feeling for you hun xx
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24-04-2013 23:10 #9
I just wanted to.update you since you took the time to reply. I had my lap. Had endometriosis rumours and everything else came back normal. About to start round one of clinic in a week....hopefully this works.
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30-04-2013 19:56 #10
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