DH and I have talked about #3 and have decided to try it this month and see how we go.

Mostly i've been ecstatic at the thought and can not wait, today I have reserves (is it really the right time, do i really want to be pregnant again, remember how sick you were, do you really want to be up all night feeding and settling again, will you have enough time for the other kids)

Am I crazy, is this happening to anyone else on the TTC wagon?

If I tell DH that sometimes I have second thoughts he will completely change his mind if i'm not 100% so I don't really want to go through that conversation again.

Tell me i'm not the only one that psych's themselves out sometimes