Well I had the termination it was arranged 4 days after I got my BFP it's been 6 days since the termination and regret is setting in
I feel like a idiot for rushing my decision, the termination was awful. There was a protester out the front, I saw my ultrasound pic, the waiting was doing my head in, if the Dad didn't drive me I know I would have pulled out. During the termination I stopped breathing when they sedated me, so they half sedated me and I remember kicking and screaming and telling them to get their hands off me. When I woke I felt like I had been raped as I remembered what happened and feeling things going on after telling them to stop, I couldn't stop crying.
No point to this post really I just don't have anyone IRL to talk to.
(to the b!tch who is spying on me, keep this to yourself!! have some respect and keep your mouth shut!)
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13-11-2012 16:42 #1
13-11-2012 16:46 #2
I'm so sorry you are feeling like this
Really don't know what to write but could not read without replying
Hope you feel better soon
13-11-2012 16:46 #3
Massive hugs, that truly sounds awful.
Did the clinic have post-termination counselling you can have? Beyond blue can be called too.
13-11-2012 16:46 #4
I feel so sad for you. I'm sure that although you feel regret now, you will begin to feel at peace with your decision as time passes. Take care of yourself...
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