Long Term TTC with a History of Loss Chat

[mymiraclebubba]

Hello all


AFM - I'm now 2dp5dt. For those not in the IVF know, that means 2 days post an embryo transfer, where the embryo was a 5 day old blastocyst. So, my pregnancy test is on Friday next week.

So many emotions. Mostly I'm just crying and angry, as I'm already convinced it won't work. Not the most helpful of emotions, I know!

Girl X, keeping everything crossed for you...stay positive, I know it's hard but we have to believe.

[mymiraclebubba]

Hi ladies,
As stupid as i am i didn't even think to test!! Anyway, just did one now and BFN. So should'nt have got my hopes up, feel worse than before. Think i would rather have not known at all! Anyway, waiting to hear back from my specialist to see what he wants to do.
THanks again ladies, love you all so much.
xxx

Hi Spud,

Not stupid, we are just on such a huge journey with such enormous hearts filled with love and hope that sometimes makes us forget the simple things. I'm sorry to hear about the BFN, I remember just a few weeks ago going through the same heartache...it never gets any easier when we try so hard to hold that little miracle in our arms.

[mymiraclebubba]

Hi everyone,

Hope everyone is holding it all together...as I write this I'm sitting here thinking that if our ability to hold it all together was reflective of a wall, I wonder how big that wall would be? Silly ramblings and thoughts after a hectic few days lol

Well, I'm now in the TWW (according to the app tracker, 3DPO although who really knows? All I know is that despite everything, we gave it our best shot from the last day of my period last month to yesterday (2DPO). If we haven't caught the egg, well, I reckon that AMH must be closer to zero than we thought (it was already <1). Having lots of CM and headaches today but other than that, nothing to report.
We put in an offer on a house on Sunday, it got accepted yesterday and now waiting on finance approval (hopefully within the next 10 days). Business has been busy too and with everything going on, I completely forgot a meeting I had booked with a client today...they called me to see if I was still coming but with the mortgage broker, projects I'm working on, real estate agent etc I completely lost track of time and days...how embarrassing!

Anyway, sending everyone

[spud]

Hi ladies,

Girl x - and hoping this is ur time.

6 - thinking of you too.
Rae - thinking of you and sending lots of

Luey - so sorry hun, thinking of you and hope ur being extra nice to yourself

Stretched - so glad ur getting some answers and hopefully this will all go towards ur mircale.

Ang - just sending some

Hi to all the other girls and a big thankyou to you all.

AFM - spoke to what i now think is my dud specialist (who didn't even mention the possible preg) and we trigger injected yesterday and DTD last night only to have the start of some bleeding (seriously what is going on with my body!). Anyway have decided this cycle is probably too messed up for anything to work and DH and i have agreed to sack our spec and head to Monash in Geelong (saw the head guy there once only before opting for our current guy in area - hindsight this was a bad move). Thnking of you all and hoping we get to see some BFP soon.
x

[Hullabalu]

Spud - OMG how confusing and frustrating for you. FIngers crossed anyway.

Raelene - that is great for the house. I hope you get lots of good news in 10days time

Girl x - how are you doing?

Angelini - hi

Me - AF arrived today. But that is ok because it means I am back to my normalish 30-31 day cycles. I wish it was different but not to be this month. Increasing my crazy pills after ovulation helped too. I ahve been grumpy today and eating lot of bad food and no exercise but tomorrow is a new day!

everyone WE need some good news!

[mymiraclebubba]

Don't we ever need some good news! So whose first to POAS amongst us? AFM, I'm due for AF on 22 September and should be able to get a potential result on 17 September, at least that's when I'll probably try lol. We have Girl X coming up on Friday...Anyone else coming up before me? We almost need to have a little calendar thing happening
Sending everyone lots of and and lets that someone has some awesome news very soon.

[mymiraclebubba]

Don't we ever need some good news! So whose first to POAS amongst us? AFM, I'm due for AF on 22 September and should be able to get a potential result on 17 September, at least that's when I'll probably try lol. We have Girl X coming up on Friday...Anyone else coming up before me? We almost need to have a little calendar thing happening
Sending everyone lots of and and lets that someone has some awesome news very soon.

[delirium]

Hey girls, I am reading just kind of keeping quiet in regards to BH and ttc threads lol I agree rae, we really need a BFP in here soon. Hoping someone will get their good news in the next month

[angelini]

Maybe I'll be the first to test? AF due on Tuesday, the 25th, though hopefully she will come later since I'm taking B vitamins to increase my LP. I don't think I'll be sharing any good news, though; still waiting for progesterone test results and I don't expect them to be great. My temps are still low ... I almost hope it is low progesterone, at least that's easy to treat, right?

Sorry for the lack of personals - I'm just off to take the dog for a walk and he's giving me puppydog eyes for making him wait!

[Stretched]

Hi girls, just a quick one as I just got back from the doc and about to start on dinner. All bloods came back normal which is good, but doesn't help with any answers as such. Enjoying not 'trying' this month to be honest. Hope there's a BFP or two coming up soon here though!!!