Thankyou lovelies, you're all so kind
My bleeding has increased a bit more, and the blood is bright red, it changes all the time, but mostly it's red I also have been cramping allll day, and it's just so annoying, i wouldn't call the cramps 'excrutiating' in any way, they feel like light period cramps.
But I can only see the worst happening right now. I feel so empty inside, and i am so depressed about it. I tried spending the day today with a friend who has a bubba, and it just almost makes me cry.
Going into doc's tomorrow to see results... i hope so much that this little pea has stuck.
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01-03-2012 17:04 #21
01-03-2012 17:13 #22
Summer, my heart goes out to you. It's hard when you don't know what's going on. Big hugs, hope tomorrow brings some answers and some positive sticky ones too. Thinking of you.
01-03-2012 17:19 #23Senior Member
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Hope you are okay Summer, thinking of you.
01-03-2012 18:02 #24
I'm so sorry hun. I'll be thinking of you.
01-03-2012 18:10 #25
Im sorry I will be thinking of you tomorrow and praying you get some good news
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01-03-2012 19:05 #26
You are in my prayers tonight.
Best of luck tomorrow & I hope that you have all the love & support around you either way xox
02-03-2012 20:40 #27
So much drama today, but i had to work and cancel my appointment with the doctor. I am going in tomorrow (Saturday) at 12:30.. apparently my doctor really needs to talk to me .
I feel i know what's coming, as lastnight brought me to tears... it was around 9pm and i started to cramp, and it started growing worse.. and worse. Then my back started to ache, then throb, then it was cramping so badly i couldn't move around. It was the worst kind of period pain you could have ever imagined, even though it wasn't my period. I went to the toilet, and my bleeding got to the point where it was just too heavy, it wasn't even under the question whether or not it was "normal". I had massive blood clots, about the size of two thumbs. Today was worse, i had a giant one and i swear i could see the fetus attached to it all curled up
I know it's over, and i know and understand that there is nothing i could have done about it. It happens to so many women, i guess it was just my time. My very first BFP, my very first pregnancy, and i was so excited and happy, and i had to miscarry It's the most upsetting and depressing thing that could ever happen to someone. And when they say "it hurts" it really does, it's excruciating pain!
Today i woke up feeling fine, no more cramps, but still the heavy bleeding with the clots. So i already know what the doctors going to say to me tomorrow, and i'll take it. Hopefully next time will be more successful Like they say, once you have a miscarriage, your chances of having another is lessened, and your next pregnancy is most likely to progress.
I thank all of you wonderful ladies with your thoughts and prayers though, i really appreciated it... but i knew deep down it was going to happen. I guess once i heal from this, it's back to the 2WW's again haha .
02-03-2012 20:45 #28
Awww hun I'm really sorry I really wish there was better news for you. Ive been there and I know just how you feel..feel free to pm me if you want somebody to talk to We're all here if you need us and once again Im really sorry. I will keep you in my thoughts
02-03-2012 20:47 #29
Thankyou sweety.. i'm sure most ladies on here have been through this. I try not to think about it, but sometimes it's just hard
It would be an absolute blessing if somehow, my doctor said i was fine.
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02-03-2012 21:04 #30
Hey summer. What an awful ordeal. You don't need to lessen it by saying others have been through it, it's still devastating and painful and horrible. I also had miscarriage with first time with my DH so I can understand the 'firsts' going through your head. Take your time to heal and rest. Big hugs. I'm here if you need someone to chat to.
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