Hi my beautiful friends, how are you all? I think of you all the time. We are gearing up for FINAL round of IVF (fully down-regulated cycle as there are no frosties from previous IVF rounds).
In the meantime we are property hunting, yup a tree change is imminent and by golly if we can't have a child we WILL have acreage and rescue animals and lots and lots of tranquility surrounding us!!!!! I am going to build a GER (Yurt)... It's a HUGE decision but we are ready. Looking around the Colo/Lower Portland region, even considering the Blue Mountains altho we are both partial to the 'might Colo'. Been viewing properties most weekends and enjoying that immensely. You don't have to ask if the acres are prone to flooding after all this rain....!!! Have found a dreamy 70 acres with cabin on it but trying NOT to put all eggs in one basket. So so many let downs over the yrs my wee body can't take much more....
In the meantime have lost over 30cm at Curves and still doing Zumba. I must admit I am quite disconnected re this last round of IVF. Just going to go thru the motions, no attachment.
It's been great being off FB and all social networks - you miss everyone but it really does give you time to just absorb everything you have been through and nut out some things. I highly recommend it It's like coming off a drug, there is a withdrawal period - then it's like - wow, this is a breath of fresh air.... I love all my facie friends but I just had to switch off.....
Now, to you all....whad up??? What's news - old and new - hit me with it... I want to hear everything, wub you all....and to the newbies - hi and welcome - I am Kez xmwahx
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23-03-2012 09:40 #451
24-03-2012 09:23 #452
Hi Kez, Mwah, mwah, mwah. You are back. I love you, I love you, I love you! I have missed you so much. OMG I have been here too long, lol.
Seriously though, I'm glad you enjoyed your break and you sound as though you are back to your old self. Holy cow, 30cms! That is truly amazing hun. Your land choice sounds amazing. I will be praying that you get it. I have everything crossed for you for your IVF.
How is your darling Rich doing? How are his kidneys? I know you will have tried EVERYTHING but have you tried alkaline water? The results people are getting are amazing. I have tried to get most of our diet to alkaline foods and to supplement that I drink water from this
The water tastes amazing and I know (having tested it) the water from my current filter is mildly acidic to neutral.
What have I been up to? I have been learning to talk to my guardian angel and my guides - sounds a bit out there doesn't it but I feel so much more relaxed about everything. I have found out that my guardian angels name is Jasper. It came to me in a dream after I asked for a name and then when I had my chakras balanced and some angel therapy, I asked again and I was told his name. Asking for help has also given me a win on Andrew's birthday for the exact amount I asked for and a park right outside the shop I wanted when it was hammering down. In the last few days I have been learning to use oracles to guide me.
On the work front things are a nightmare! I am 50/50 at 2 schools with Wednesday being my split day. I am at 1 school until 11am then I have to get to my other school in 20 mins, have the break I am entitled to and be ready to take over my class by 11.40am. The main problem being that I can't get things ready to take over my class as they are already in there being taught It is a crazy system that I don't think I will ever get used to. On the bright side, I have a full time permanent job which I am very grateful for.
As for TTC, we are doing everything we can to make it happen. Finally after much sole searching, me asking for help etc, Andrew is now taking better care of himself. He has given up the Coke, is eating better and is finally monitoring his blood sugar levels. Through my angel medicine sessions, I have been told it won't be long for us now. I am staying positive about that information but also have my eyes wide open that maybe, just maybe I am being told what I want to hear. I really don't think my lovely lady would do that but I know there are some wachos out there.
Anyway that is all from me. I'm glad you are back and feeling good again.
27-03-2012 14:51 #453
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27-03-2012 15:07 #454
Ahhhhh yes the Tree Change, very very daunting, exciting and yet another game of patience.....what woz I thinking hahaha I hope we get the one we are in love with. If we do it's an open invitation for a cuppa (with or without weans or still trying like us)....
Luvvin hearing about all the balancing techniques you are tapping into. I am sure your fella is indeed working out that his input holds a great chunk of the outcome...kudos to him for coming onboard. I think your Angel Healer is a good outlet for you and sometimes even if their intentions are a little 'biased' if it helps us feel good n positive then it's soul food and for that enjoy!!! I am definitely a believer in energetic medicine. I am actually going to hook up and get some good ol' traditional counselling...I have resisted for yrs and sought out other ways to deal with my issues....I think I just need some one on one now with a professional. Too much pain for too long....time to get the poison out. I am normally much better 'doing' something to heal like a course or a challenge etc. This time I am going to slllllllloooooooowwwwww down and hopefully find a good shrink. God help him/her - I have A LOT to say!!! hahahaha
Your school schedule sounds like a juggle indeed but knowing you, you will handle it in your stride...I juz know it!
Now, let's get this thread moving gurl and punch out some +++'s!!! I am counting on one in the next say 2mths. Someone/anyone gonna step up to that challenge? hehehe
Great to hear from you babes xmwahx ps: I would love to hear more about the card healing....I use my inspiration cards all the time...
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30-03-2012 18:29 #455
Love ya Kez!
Well girls my nan's suffering is over. She died on Saturday (UK time) after getting shingles on top of the cancer. Wanna hear something freaky - I knew it was coming!!!!! Everytime the phone rang on Thursday night I thought it was THE CALL, I then dreamt about it!!!! Little did I know she had been admitted to the hospital then and my dad and his sister was told to get ready for the worst outcome.
Although I am sad, I am also very relieved her suffering was very short lived. My poor dad is a bit of a mess and his wife doesn't get how he deals with grief and keeps asking him if he is ok. I spoke to him for the first time yesterday (he was only able to send the news by text prior to that) and he is really hurting, it has made him miss me more too. As awful as this sounds, the money nan has left him will certainly cover a couple of plane tickets so I hope he uses it soon. It is almost 7 years since I have seen him,
Where are we up to??? CD25 and not holding out any hope this month. We had a few stressful, unable to follow through (IYKWIM) disasters. The stress of all this is way too much at the moment. Luckily we are now getting ready for a well earned break. Hopefully next month will be better.
I hope you all have an amazing Easter - speak to you in a few weeks.
Much love to all you gorgy girls.
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31-03-2012 19:29 #456
I am absolutely sure both you and Sir Richy would benefit from the alkalized water. I got my waterman H2GO from eBay, I bought it from the UK and it was here in 5 days which is amazing for the UK. You can get them here but I'm not sure where from but I do know that there wasn't much price difference as my angel lady said she paid about $66 a few years ago, mine was only that 2 weeks ago. Stay away from Damien, lol.
If we are ever down your way or you are up our way we should definitely have a cuppa together.
Anyway sweetie, need to get back to packing. Have a great Easter.
Lots of Love
17-04-2012 06:30 #457
Hello all you gorgeous girlies. Anyone still out there?
We got back from our hols on Wed, came back early as it was a bit weird having two weeks off at Easter. For non Queenslanders, our school hols got changed, we used to only have a week off at Easter. We did our reckie to Emerald, Clermont and Charters Towers - I don't think we could live in any of these places. All lovely towns but too many sandflies and mozzies. Neither Andrew or I can live peacefully with sandies or mozzies, lol. Poor Andrew looked like he had measles due to all sandfly hives.
Back to school yesterday - same old, same old.
As predicted AF turned up CD29 (second day of hols, blahhhhhh). Have gyn app on Friday to see if they can shed some new light on our situation.
Hope you are all well. Just a quickie as I had better eat my breakfast before heading off to work. Love you all.
18-04-2012 13:48 #458
Hi beautiful girls!
Has been a very long time since i've been on here. Hope everyone is well.
Well as for me, I am going great guns and am now 91.3kgs. BMI:37. Only 3kgs more to go before we can start IVF! We are so excited that this is actually going to happen.
On the downside, it might have to be put on hold as my knee is givng me the s*$%s. Have had an x-ray, MRI and CT scan to figure out what is happening. I have a another appointment with the Ortho surgeon on the 3rd of May where he will compare all my scans and decide whether or not I need surgery. We've discussed with him our plans to start IVF in the next 1-2 months, and he thinks that I should get my knee fixed before we start the whole IVF process incase I do get UTD. Plus he also said that with pregnancy there is weight gain and would hate it if I end up with massive knee pain because of it and unable to take Neurofen or Panadene Forte to ease the pain like how I have been doing last couple of months. Both DH and I think it's the sensible choice to make, so will find out what he has to say when I go back and see him. If surgery is required, it will mean 6-8 weeks out of action. I guess that could be a blessing in disguise. Have the IVF treatment and then bed rest for a couple of weeks. No compalints from me.
Hope you are all well. Look forward to hearing from you all seeing as i've missed out on a lot.
27-04-2012 17:53 #459Senior Member
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Congrats on the weight loss Hopefulmum! Good luck with the knee/IVF plans
Sorry to hear about your nan Sarah. Has your dad made plans to visit? How are you going with the lovely new curriculum?? And any better job sharing or are they still stretching you thin and moving your resources around?
Well done Kez on your weight loss too!!
AFM, (I hope I'm not upsetting anyone by still posting on here)... after the threatened miscarriage, the bleeding continued and only just stopped on Tuesday... so much for no pads during pregnancy - I've been wearing one for 10 weeks!! At the 13 week scan they finally found the cause and there was a 2cm patch of the placenta that hadn't properly implanted into the uterus wall. At the 15 week scan they couldn't see it anymore, and when the bleeding stopped that day, I felt very relieved... The bleeding hasn't affected bubs - he is a big healthy boy - actually measuring a bit too big - argh! And plans to avoid another still birth are to induce from around the time we lost Lexie (36 weeks 4 days) up to 38 weeks if all is honky dory by then. So we are looking at mid to late September. I was 16 weeks yesterday and have a daily doppler session where I listen to bubs heartbeat to reassure myself all is ok, but it has been a very LONG pregnancy so far. Pls cross your fingers we make it through ok and that I still have some non-grey hairs left by the end of it!
Hope you are all well, and I keep checking in for (as Kez said) lots of big fat ++++'s, so let me know how you are all going. Have a great weekend!!
28-04-2012 18:20 #460
I am pleased that you are doing well and have stuck around to keep us up to date.
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