Help im going crazy! lol

[Ashi]

Im so totally clucky right now its unbelievable..
im always thinking about babies and theres mums with babies at my daughters school theres always babies on tv at the shops in magazines on the computer OMG they are everywhere!
and so cute ahhhhhhh lol

the main thing is.. current family goes like this..
Me and Him
My DD 5 and his DD 3
scary thing would be becoming a single mum again with 2 diffrent dads ...
things are pretty stable i dont see us breaking up anytime soon..

but that said back in the day i didnt see it coming with DD's father..

its hard to control my instincts that are saying HAVE A BABY!!
and my head saying AHHH no u idiot dont do that! lol

What should i do?

[bronny-jane]

dont focus on the negative what ifs... they might not happen
if your both ready for another than focus on the positives ..

[brookeme]

My situation is slightly different but I have had the exact feelings you are having.
As long as Dp is also keen I think you should go ahead and trust your feelings.
My pregnancy will be a little complicated if I go ahead with it, so we stil dont know what to do!!

[Ashi]

thanks for the advice
brookeme what do u mean yours will be a little complicated?
( sorry but im curious lol )

[brookeme]

Well... I tend to get a little depressed in the early stages, which is probably the main reason! Unsure as to why it happens cos generally I am OK, I have my ups and downs but when I am pregnant I get low and fairly sick.
I have a blood protein thingy that causes the blood to clot in the placenta and m/c,(last was at 14 weeks) so next time I have to inject myself everyday with a blood thinner for 16 weeks. Most of my family think that I am mad to go ahead with it because the baby is "bound to have something wrong with it" Although the Doc says its fine. Which has put even more strain on the decision.
(2 emergency c/s I am a little worried about that too.)
Reading a bit about you gals has helped a bit so I will keep a shrap eye out to see what you decide!

[Ashi]

Oh yeah that does sound a little complicated
but with fore knowledge fo the situation it might not be so bad

bit unfair on ur family to make that comment... id be a bit upset about that if i was you >_> how insensitive

wish you the best of luck if you decide to try again *hugs*

we're still undecided..
he says if i really want to have another he will be happy with my decision

but i dunno.. i think he'd say that just cuz he loves me n wants me to be happy lol

or maybe im not 2 sure my self.. i have times when all i can think of is the positives
and times when i think of the back aches and the cramps and the morning sickness.. let alone birth.. nappies night feeds ahhh! lol