It's only been a week and a bit since my brother died, I was so upset then I was OK I have to be strong. I cried on the phone to my birth mum last night at the regrets I have, not much I can do anyway about those!
But now we know he died from septicaemia not his heart condition it angers me, they admit they think they have made a mistake when they swapped his drains over and it was all down hill from there, they also nipped his thoriac during surgery and knew about it yet did nothing.
I know we all die when we're meant to, but it's starting to upset me more when people say "he's in a better place" Yes he might be now considering he was suffering and on full life support but if people had done their jobs properly he would be in a better place down here on earth.
Is this sadness and anger, (not really angry more annoyed) part of grieving?