'Scuse the whinge, just need to get this out.
This is my first ever miscarriage, at 6 weeks 2 days after having had 5 healthy robust large bouncing babies.
I am shocked at how alone I feel. Nobody really wants to talk about it. I mentioned it to one of my good friends and she didn't want to hear about my story, she just launched in to her own miscarriage story about what happened to her and how she felt. It was 6 years ago! This is happening to me now!
My husband is dealing with stuff his way (ie. fingers in ears chanting lalalala).
I don't even know if I actually do want to talk about it. Me, confused? Nah! I just really feel like I am doing this on my own and it's lonely. My belly hurts, I am bleeding heavily and my heart aches. I guess I just need a cuddle and someone to share it with, y'know?
Ok, so I am whinging. Now tell me to get over it, heaps of women have heaps more problems and I am being a drama queen.