Ok well I have had nothing else but having a 4th baby on my mind now for the past few months. The thing is my DH doesnt want anymore. I respect his decision but I am finding it increasingly hard to come to terms with me never being pregnant, never giving birth and never holding my own newborn babe in my arms ever again.
I dont know if I will ever be able to accept it. My heart feels like it is being torn apart whenever I think about it.
Is their anyone else out their who feels like this and is coming up against major resistance from their DH?