Hi , I am going to start by saying that I apoligise if I don't word this post correctly or I write something that affends others, that is not my intension.
I want to know whether anyone feels like me as we will be ttc #3 in June 07 but I do have some concerns.
Firstly, I have two healthy beautiful girls that I love desperately, and am concerned about the impact a 3rd child could have on them.
Secondly, I am worried about the possibility that a 3rd child may have an illness/disability that would naturally impact on my two girls.
If I am to be truthful I am MOST concerned about the 2nd worry. I guess I feel that I have already been blessed with 2 healthy gorgeous little beings and asking for another would be pushing my luck or being selfish.
I have mentioned it to DH but he says when I talk like that it makes him not want to have another. I turn him off of the idea and we both would love to have another and have agreed that June we will start so it fits in with my girls etc.
I must also tell you that I do suffer from anxiety, and have had treatment for it however it doesn't take my anxieties away completely I just have to control it....so is it just me and my anxiety's running wild or does anyone else feel this way?