I am so sad there have been unfortunate events happening lately that have been severly affecting my family (my new family me, dan and the boys)
The sad thing is the fact that it all so close to home where the problems are coming from.
Anyways I really wanna post here about it as I am sad and want some support.
The thing that makes all these situations worse is the fact that by me trying to fix the problems and try to make things better for the most important people in the situation Im going to have to hurt some people and make some people sad, angry etc. But i need to do this to ensure things are as they should be.
I think sometimes the people it will effect deserve the saddness but then I realise things are never so black and white.
Things will be getting so much worse for me over the next few wekks and its scary to thik about and sad also. I just wish I could share, well at least I got a good vent in!!