last night i had a dream that i was having a smoke. it was sooo good.i woke up feeling like i was refreshed lol.
now i feel like having a smoke for real. its been quite a while since my last smoke. like 19 weeks, probably more. but i still cannot handle being around other ppl when they are smoking, or smelling smoke on them. it just makes me wanna light up. will it ever get easier.?
i dont want to start again. but the way i am feeling, im going to light up straight after i give birth. only 15 weeks to go, and to prepare to say no again.