This is my first time on a forum of any kind, so please forgive me if I ramble, go on forever or sound like I'm complaining.
I'm just after some advice/reassurance.
I am 34 weeks pregnant on Wednesday with boy/girl twins and this is my first pregnancy.
The day we received confirmation from my Dr. that I was pregnant I was really happy and excited. (As was my partner!)
Then I got sick. I got severe morning...more like all day!...sickness.
I couldn't move or even TALK without throwing up. When I had to move, I couldn't even walk unassisted.
That lasted 5 months then I was diagnosed with PSD. So since then I've been in horrible pain daily, can't sleep ect, ect.
Now, with 3 weeks to go I'm freaking out about the whole thing, and honestly, I'm not excited. Haven't been since we got the confirmation.
I feel like I haven't had time to process and accept (bubs were wanted when we found out, but came along earlier than we had planned) due to be being so sick for so long.
I'm scared of labour, how I will cope mentally and emotionally with two, if I will be a good parent...everything I'm sure that goes along with being a first time mum.
Any tips or advice would be extremely appreciated.
Thanks for reading and apologies for the novel xx