+ Reply to Thread
Results 1 to 5 of 5
  1. #1
    Join Date
    Apr 2014
    Location
    Central Qld
    Posts
    285
    Thanks
    357
    Thanked
    295
    Reviews
    0

    Default Baiting behaviours, passive aggression, you know...all the good stuff.

    So I'm living in a little dirt hole inside the area on the map they call Qld.

    My father-in-law is getting old and frail but having to put up with the humbuggery and general parasitic behaviour of a son that won't stand on his own two feet because he doesn't have to. It's a long term issue involving co-dependency, drug issues and general bull**** and it's finally running its course in that I am over it, DH is over it and we both want to move on as FIL won't despite all our best efforts (eg. involving social workers, police etc) as he reneges last minute.

    I can't keep being a rescuer. I have my own kids to raise and a marriage to attend to so, ruefully, I am letting go and moving on. But where to? The town we are in is not only dying but succumbing to the ravages of ice and while Police are doing a great job trying to keep a lid on things, the scum are getting more prevalent and life is getting dangerous. Standing in line at supermarket the other day and a bloke was king hit and knocked out in the line because the guy behind him, high as a kite on ice, thought he'd been insulted and just went nunya. This kind of thing is happening a lot and...I'm over it.

    So.

    An opportunity has come up in the form of a house in SA. Managed by a good friend of ours and situated in the Adelaide Hills, it's a lovely 3 bedroomed brick home that is being offered to us at a low rent and no hassle.

    So I go down to check it out and it's suburbia in that the houses are closer together, the streets are narrower, more cars, more bustle but it's close to a lovely school and a decent shopping area and walking trails. It also has some lovely views. Looking good. Sign the lease. Start in November.

    While I'm here I'm staying with parents. Dad doesn't give a **** and just does his own thing, mum is constantly mentioning things about moving around too much, how I don't see my siblings anymore (with good reason) and how I should do this, do that etc and in a low, cooing voice that makes me think that someone's slipped something in my drink and I'm about to start seeing unusual things walking around.

    I hate the way they make me feel. Like a loser. Like I'm always at fault.

    This isn't new. There's a track record here and part of the reason why I left their care early in life. I don't see my sisters because they're rank and file *****es and I'm of the view that if someone is toxic and continually so despite many, many second chances, you cut them away whether they are related or not (and suddenly life is much better). Blood, in my world, has never been thicker than water. So I'm saying to Mum tonight, you know, this isn't really working...I'm not feelin' it here....nothing's changed. And she says well you just have to grow up and think of your children. And I smile and think, yep, so much empathy, no admissions, and so much love there. Good onya mum.

    So tonight I'm ruminating on it at length and wondering if this is the right track for us. To move back here again. To endure the same relationships (that don't really work but feel obliged to keep) again. Or is it a case of just separating myself from the bad relationships, dispensing with the romantic notion of remaining close to family, taking advantage of the good school, the good rent, the NDIS, the nice house, distancing myself from them all and forging new paths/relationships? Or do I go to Brisbane where we have good, supportive friends but a frenetic, roadworks laden concrete jungle environment that makes me just thinking of having to drive there, high rents but less farther to travel but no NDIS? And if not there, where? We can't stay where we are. We're watching everything wind down in front of us. Life's too short to wait around to die.

    If you are psychic, please type now.
    If not, tell me what you think anyway.

    I need to be absolutely sure about this by Thursday. So, you know, no pressure.

  2. #2
    harvs's Avatar
    harvs is offline Winner 2014 - Spirit of BubHub Award
    Join Date
    Jun 2012
    Posts
    9,994
    Thanks
    6,239
    Thanked
    15,889
    Reviews
    1
    Achievements:Topaz Star - 500 postsAmber Star - 2,000 postsAmethyst Star - 5,000 posts
    Awards:
    Busiest Member of the Week - week ended 9/4/15Busiest Member of the Week - week ended 2/4/15Busiest Member of the Week - week ended 19/3/15Busiest Member of the Week200 Posts in a week
    Full disclosure - I gave a little squee of delight when I read the title of this thread and then it's author, so I am less psychic and more selfish/biased, but...

    I honestly think SA is the way to go. You can eff family off, particularly if you don't care about salvaging relationships at a later date so can make new family for yourself that you choose without the obligation of maintaining non-existent relationships; it's a beautiful place to raise children; NDIS is a huge bonus and quite frankly your other options sound as if they pale in comparison. (Although proximity to friends is always good!)

    Also, I'm not a creepy stalker or anything, but I seriously love your work .

  3. The Following User Says Thank You to harvs For This Useful Post:

    Mrs Tickle  (03-10-2016)

  4. #3
    AdornedWithCats's Avatar
    AdornedWithCats is offline Winner 2013 - Spirit of BubHub Award
    Winner 2014 - Best Username

    Join Date
    May 2012
    Location
    Melbourne
    Posts
    7,810
    Thanks
    6,767
    Thanked
    3,404
    Reviews
    16
    Achievements:Topaz Star - 500 postsAmber Star - 2,000 postsAmethyst Star - 5,000 posts
    Awards:
    Busiest Member of the WeekBusiest Member of the Week - week ended 12/6/15Funniest Caption400 Posts in a week300 posts in a week
    If you stay, do you think you have the strength to stay clear of the nonsense? Or do you need the physical distance to avoid it?

    Have you tried writing a list of pro's and con's of each option?

  5. The Following User Says Thank You to AdornedWithCats For This Useful Post:

    Mrs Tickle  (03-10-2016)

  6. #4
    Join Date
    Aug 2014
    Posts
    2,264
    Thanks
    2,355
    Thanked
    1,881
    Reviews
    0
    Achievements:Topaz Star - 500 postsAmber Star - 2,000 posts
    I'm with harvs. From what you've described SA seems like a good fit in terms of the house, school, NDIS, familiarity etc.
    Regarding the 'interesting' family dynamics you can definitely choose to keep your distance once you're here. You don't owe them anything. Just because you're related doesn't give them a right to be in your life - they need to be invited. I know it's harder than how simple I've made it, especially if they are persistent but working on some decent boundaries (whether that's limited or no contact) is in your hands. Don't share info with them.
    I remember some posts from you a while back about QLD and it hasn't been working for you for a while so the move back here might turn things around for you and just remember nothing is permanent. Get on your feet and then see where things take you

  7. The Following User Says Thank You to gingermillie For This Useful Post:

    Mrs Tickle  (03-10-2016)

  8. #5
    Join Date
    Apr 2014
    Location
    Central Qld
    Posts
    285
    Thanks
    357
    Thanked
    295
    Reviews
    0
    I knew I should have come in here sooner. Thanks for being up front and to the point (and kind, Harvs).

    I haven't had my head on straight this year so quandaries like this really mess with my decision making abilities, I am cautious about moving in case it's jumping from pan into fire and am very conscious of getting into the right environment so we can all grow and take opportunities that just aren't in the town we are in anymore.

    So your input is valuable. Thank you!


 

Similar Threads

  1. Help with 5 yr old tantrums and behaviours
    By Bond Girl in forum Discipline & behaviour
    Replies: 13
    Last Post: 23-08-2016, 12:30
  2. 5 y/o food behaviours
    By yadot in forum General Parenting Tips, Advice & Chat
    Replies: 10
    Last Post: 04-04-2016, 19:09
  3. Passive smoking
    By CMF in forum General Chat
    Replies: 24
    Last Post: 06-01-2016, 18:47

Tags for this Thread

Posting Permissions

  • You may not post new threads
  • You may not post replies
  • You may not post attachments
  • You may not edit your posts
free weekly newsletters | sign up now!
who are these people who write great posts? meet our hubbub authors!
Learn how you can contribute to the hubbub!

reviews
learn how you can become a reviewer!

competitions

forum - chatting now
christmas gift guidesee all Red Stocking
BAE The Label
Versatile, premium maternity wear that you will love throughout pregnancy and long after. Cleverly designed for for all stages of motherhood so that you can 'Just be you (+1)'.
sales & new stuffsee all
The Health Hub
Give a new mum a fitness boost for Christmas & New Year. Studio-based, small group training sessions - cardio, strength, core, Pilates & boxing. Choice of 16 hrs per week, flexible-arrival feature - bubs & kids welcome! Gift vouchers available.
featured supporter
Wendys Music School
Wendy’s Music School. Experience, Quality and great service! For qualifying students we will get you playing or singing your favourite music in 90 days GUARANTEED! Book a free assessment online now!
gotcha
X

Pregnant for the first-time?

Not sure where to start? We can help!

Our Insider Programs for pregnancy first-timers will lead you step-by-step through the 14 Pregnancy Must Dos!