We had a ---- up with our first cycle I ran out of the drugs and when I raised it with the clinic nurse she told me I couldn't have and to keep injecting. When we went to pick up we got one egg. When we realised I'd been injecting fresh air into myself for over half the cycle I was devastated. We had been doing down reg cycles which were killing my body.
I still remember just lying in bed sobbing. You can't help it we hold out a fantasy of how our life will look when you do ivf and when the reality doesn't match its horrible. None of my frozens survived thawing and I had to cycle for my second child. I still remember being physically sick when the clinic called to tell me the last one hadn't thawed.
It's as if someone changes the end of your story without you having a say. Again I'm so sorry. Let us know how Tuesday goes xx