I don't really know why I'm posting. I'm just feeling so down and defeated after another failed cycle.
I feel like a complete failure. I feel like nothing is ever going to work. I'm looking at how quickly this year is going and its hitting me that, its another year without having any success. Another year of heartbreak. Another year where come Christmas DH and I wont have our bub. And April will bring around 5 years TTC with nothing to show for it.
I don't feel like I can stop crying. I'm still at work because I don't want to go home and face reality.