I've just lost another little angel unfortunately the other day but didn't find out for sure until Friday afternoon.
It's the fifth chemical pregnancy I've had in a row and before that, I experienced a miscarriage also at between 6 and 7 weeks. Why? Why does this keep on happening to me? It's NOT fair. I mean, I wasn't trying for these pregnancies. Not actively TTC but it's terribly upsetting anyway. I just want to lock myself away!
And it's not like I have anyone to talk too. No one really 'gets' it except to some extent my partner but even then, he doesn't completely understand. I feel as if I'm to blame for all this. There must be something wrong with me after all, this hasn't happened just once or twice, this is the 6th time and I'm sick death of it!
I don't know, I guess I just needed a place to vent. Thank you if you read xx