@brib Im so sorry hun to hear its not worked this time. All that effort and hope, starting again is not easy but remember that you are strong enough to do this.
My AMH is 5.3 and Im on 400u of puregon. This only gets me 5-10 follicles but I don't know if with your high AMH if you can go as high as I have. What was your LH levels as its good to know if your quality is there too?
So tonight I became an aunty for the first time. I am so excited and thrilled for my brother and SIL, and can't wait to meet him tomorrow.
But a part of me is sad. I can't say this anywhere else and I am happy but it still hurts that Im not pregnant 😳 The day I found out I had fertility issues was the day they told me they were pregnant. I want to be pregnant so much and I guess this is just another reminder that I'm not. I see the FS tomorrow for my next treatment cycle plan so it feels like my hard journey has travelled alongside their happy one. I will love and spoil my nephew to bits and I hope I can give him a cousin (soon!) but I can't ignore the hurt. I can't voice this anywhere else so thank you guys for having this space for me to be honest.
katham It's really tough hearing about family or friends having a baby, as much as you know you're really happy for them, you still have that feeling of jealousy which is really hard to kick. Don't feel bad about it, I think we all experience it at some point as much as we don't want to.
My blood level was only 340 on friday, dunno what yesterdays was...
Yeah because i have such a high AMH i really should be getting heaps of follies and we not sure why im not.. its so frustrating and gets me down alot! Ive spent so much money on scans and the IVF ITSELF and ive travelled so much and had so much time off work for it all to be cancelled again
I really dont know whats going on.. i will be pushing for atleast 200 of puregon.. 125 got me 3 follies but only 1 mature ans 150 only got me 1!! Surely 200 might do something well i hope it does!!
@katham I totally understand how you feel you are genuinely happy but it just reminds you of what you don't have yet. The night I found out my first cycle failed my bf told me she was pregnant. It was at that moment I decided to tell my close friends and family we were doing IVF so they would a) stop asking us what was taking so long and b) they would understand why I found some news difficult even though I was over the moon for them. I have no doubt you will be a brilliant aunty and remember it's okay to feel sad about these things. It's completely normal
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