Sometimes, i think ivf gives me a dramatic mindset, in that i think really inclusively and epically. Like i think things like, 'if i dont get a baby, I'll never be happy'. But its not like you'll never have someone say something that makes you laugh so hard that you snort your bourbon out your nose again, hey? There will still be 'happy' even when there is 'sad'. They dont have to be mutually exclusive states of being.
Geezus, that was heavy. Id better self prescribe a friday bourbon or, two if thinking philosophically persists. (Sorry to cycling/ tww wait/ abstaining ladies but still have a happy friday night! Except if you're working shift or weekend, so sorry about mentioning friday night too)