@Caesardust, I didn't see your earlier post either but I think any feelings of disappointment or anger are justified, even if (WHEN!) your two little embies do stick! Honestly, we spend so much money on donor egg cycles and $15K is a lot in anyone's mind. I know for us, when we count in flights and meals and meds and accommodation etc we are looking at dropping around $24K into this last cycle. If I walked away with no frosties - and please, I don't mean to sound ungrateful because my donor is THE BOMB! - but I would be so upset.
As recipients we KNOW that our donor's have no more control over their cycles than we ever did, and I wouldn't ever be mad at my donor. But it's ok to be mad at the universe! We borrowed a lot of money for this cycle, we'll be paying it back for the next seven years, and in all honesty....to hope for one or maybe even two in the freezer is not that unreasonable.
So to you gorgeous girl, I am really sorry that didn't happen for you. It's not fair. Hopefully your two on board will stick and alleviate some of that pain for you though