My fiance of 5yrs has been away training for work for the last 8 weeks... coming home weekends.
We have a child together... I also have 2 children from a previous marriage as does he. (50%.of.time with us)
Things have been tense with us for a while... he told me before he got thos job that him and I were no longer friends.
When he got the job he could habe done training 45mins away.. but he chose to do it 2 hours away.
When he left.. I asked him that since we werent friends could he not become friends with the other females in the class until we become friends again... He agreed and said that was fine.
He hasnt made any effort and i felt so unloved... but i kept trying to think it would get better.. I would do anything for him..
He cheated on me at the start of our relationship.. so things have always been tough.
Last night I had a bad night with the kids and called him at around 1145pm.. he lost it and told me to f off and turned off his phone.
I sent him a few textsnand then get one this morning to say we were done. I begged him for another chance.and he said ok. Then he called before starting work... i said have good day I love you ... and he replied yeah f off.
So I decided to drive to where he was and talk to him when he finished work. He then came and met me at a park with the kids and didn't speak besides telling me it was over.
We argued as we walked back to the car and then I sat in his car and didn't get out. He proceeded to tell me that he does talk to all of the women in his class and is pretty good friends with one of them
I had to drive home 2hrs whoch took almost 4hrs because I was.so upset. What have I done ?
I cant sleep.. I feelsick.. I have broken my family