Tahli I guess that is the only thing to do, but I'm feeling pretty stupid now for even using the pessaries when my progesterone was 76. I didn't need them. Well not that day anyway. I had suspected a couple of times it could possibly have had a negative effect but I used them at the first sign of a squinter so figured they were just chems. But now thinking back, I never had a chem prior to using progesterone, just the miscarriages which don't seem to be related to progesterone deficiency, but more likely old eggs / MTHFR / clotting / auto-immune / NKC although only MTHFR has shown up on tests.
You are right & thank you for being so sensible - I keep doing what I'm doing, see if I'm lucky enough to fall pregnant again in the next few months & if I do, I won't go near the pessaries unless my progesterone is too low & in any case will use a different brand. But it could not be related at all, so who knows?
All the while planning a DE trip for late this year, or early next year. I can't keep on like this though, it's emotionally devastating & I can't keep putting myself through this hell.
Thanks everyone for your support, especially when I've been absent & not doing personals. I have been reading along & cheering from the sidelines - or commiserating - I just haven't been able to face posting too much. xxxx