@BIB Im an IVF freak! I dont fit in anywhere. How the hell did we make a son?
I want to thank everyone of you. You make me feel like Im not so alone. This makes me tear up more than a Houdini pregnancy. My only thought is that the sac was behind my gas ball on my left side. With a rising beta I don't see how it would disintegrate so quickly and not bleed.
I guess tomorrow my beta will be up or down and I will have to take control from there. My previous mc's have been spontaneous and easy to manage what I passed. So this lack of miscarriage is a whole new world.
Im sick of my own voice, sick of my own posts on here. I want to be the quiet one who gets her eggs, her embryos and puts one in and gets a definite beta and a normal scan. I should of been the IVF nutbag in suicide squad.