Oh @Billie2 I just don't know what to say other than what everyone else has said.
@Blossom74 not at all. I love any information that could assist. Except you can clearly see something in my sack. One even shows a circle in there.. I may have to go back to the GP and see what he says. Because my beta did rise since that scan and todays scan. To be honest, I want to hide. I don't want to do anything. I want to forget what is happening.
I just did a wee and there was a tinge of blood which doesnt surprise me with a 45min poke, prod & jab session.
I cant have anything to calm myself as if I have to go to ED I have to drive myself as we have DS8. I dont have anyone to drive me. My sister is a ICU nurse at RPA and at work.
I feel helpless. Im angry and I have no idea how I am going to get through any of this. Im so scared of haemorrhaging and its enough to walk away from ttc forever. I dont think I can carry a baby. These 2 cycles have shown me. Im a bleeder and no one can tell me why. Why am I the freak with the million to one experiences. This isnt IVF, this is killing my health.
Sorry for taking over, but has anyone got an idea why they are concerned about increased vascular into my endometrium?????
The little bit of blood will be from the scan, I'm sure. Are you close to a hospital hon? Remember if all else fails you can call an ambulance and just unlock the front door. Are any of us Bub HUb girls close to you? Or do you have a friend you could call to spend the night? I shudder to think of you being alone when you're feeling so upset and worried about bleeding.
FWIW I don't think you're going to be that unlucky. The likelyhood of two bleeds like that have to be slim. But for reassurance and peace of mind you might feel better if there was someone with you other than your DS
@Blossom74 DH and I had a fight when I got home as DS was still in school clothes unfed and outside. So he has gone to bed and I will be sleeping in the trundle next to DS8. I am living the dream..
Surely I cant have the same thing happen. The whole blood flow scared me. I dont give a sh;t about the pregnancy now. I just dont want to end up back on a hosp bed.
Ahhh, this whole thing is so difficult, and your DH is probably stressed and worried too hon. After all, he watched you go through all this last time so he probably has lingering concerns about it happening again too. Not to say that's any bl00dy excuse for doing feck-all to help you now!
Like I said, I'd be stunned if you had another event like last time hon. I think that was just really, really bad luck. How about you go and have a nice warm shower, put on some pjs, have something nice to eat and just put your feet up. It's been a long day. A long week FFS. And you are probably so damn stressed and upset, which isn't going to help you.
Last edited by Blossom74; 11-08-2016 at 18:58.
I'm going to feed the husband now but I'm going to pop back in a bit to make sure you're ok. We will get through this together my love
I can't help with your Question either Billie2. I can Google it for you though if you want me too.
Never mind the DH this is a stressful time for both of you right now.
I agree with Blossom a nice warm shower, some comfort food and try to relax.
I wouldn't drive to ED if you feel you need to go to ED ring an ambulance hun that's what they are there for. Driving yourself is not a good idea
I don't even know what to say, I'm so sorry, I don't know where you are, but I'm going to be at work tonight and can pm you my number. You could call me if you were worried, or sad or anything X
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