@Tahli, big hugs to you today hon. Hope everything went well for you and you are now resting up
@BIB Im an IVF freak! I dont fit in anywhere. How the hell did we make a son?
I want to thank everyone of you. You make me feel like Im not so alone. This makes me tear up more than a Houdini pregnancy. My only thought is that the sac was behind my gas ball on my left side. With a rising beta I don't see how it would disintegrate so quickly and not bleed.
I guess tomorrow my beta will be up or down and I will have to take control from there. My previous mc's have been spontaneous and easy to manage what I passed. So this lack of miscarriage is a whole new world.
Im sick of my own voice, sick of my own posts on here. I want to be the quiet one who gets her eggs, her embryos and puts one in and gets a definite beta and a normal scan. I should of been the IVF nutbag in suicide squad.
Thank you for posting those pictures @Billie2. There's definitely a sac there hon, no mistaking it.
Tomorrow we will hopefully have a better idea of what is going on. I must say, I do love your sense of humour through all this though. Houdini indeed
@Billie2 im not sick of your voice. I like you and you're my friend so i dont mind listening to your troubles.
I cant interpret the scans. Logically, it seems to me like todays scan was just bodgy/difficult/off for maybe a combination of reasons. I know you cant just discount it though, so its just like a scan to confirm 'uncertainty'! That will make you crazy. Uncertainty about something like this is bound to make you anxious and a normal person will react by trying to do anything they can think of to reduce that feeling. Coz its bloody horrible. And if bad things have happened to you before, it doesnt necessarily mean that they actually are more likely to happen BUT it will make you FEEL like they are, and regenerate all the anxious feelings from before coz the previous feedback your brain has to go on is all negative. Like if you put your hand in a fire, you get burnt. Your brain then decides pretty much that if you put your hand in the fire again, its highly likely to get burnt. So please, dont think you are crazy/ weird/ different. You're just human. And far out sometimes being a human is hard.
just back home after a class, had to rush out. I agree with the others @Billie2, if you start feeling unwell or have more bleeding go straight to hospital. tell them about your history/last time, don't risk it. call an ambulance if DH can't drive you. I'm in inner west, near newtown - I think it'd take me too long to come collect you but if you need anything I can pm you my mobile (ambulance would be quicker & safer I think). if it helps, I've had good scans at Sydney Ultrasound for Women - Newtown. it's very close to RPAH. I'm not sure what the increased vascular flow means - hoping it's something normal.
was the gas bubble on same side as you saw the sac on first scan? not sure if you can tell which side it's on?
I really hope everything's ok. try get some sleep tonight. I'd stay off the meds though.
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