big hugs about processing it all too, I don't think Ive done that completely yet either. Ive just got my mind set on getting a baby and then maybe all that will start to sink in completely. Think Im just so over all the heartache and hardness of it all that Im happy to swap my eggs for someone elses!
furry rascal sounds gorgeous. My tuxcat last night when i got home from cocktails with the girls came in and got under the doona with me and snuggled next to me til i fell asleep...completely melted my heart