I'm feeling quite upset about something. A man that I trusted has really betrayed me.
I met him when I went for a job interview at his firm last year. He took me under his wing and became a mentor like figure even though he didn't give me the job at the time. He would later offer me the job but thankfully I never took it.
We reconnected and he asked me to go for a drink. I thought just to catch up. He pursued me romantically. I fell pretty hard core for him. But he would do these disappearing acts. He would then come back as if it was nothing. He was just "sick."
I was devastated to find out that he is married. He tried to tell me that I'm his number 1. Anyways I made an idiot of myself - I begged for his friendship. I said okay, no romance but a friendship. I sent him a lot of messages but he just has gone ghost again. I suppose he will contact when its convenient for his narcissistic self to do so.
I looked up to this man as a mentor, as someone who would never mistreat me. I am left reeling that someone could do this. I feel i need his forgiveness for something - why would he just ignore me and not even want to be friends? Is he that much of an a**hole?