@Billie2 so sorry to read about your suspected miscarriage. I'm thinking of you.
I just wanted to say DO NOT feel stupid!!!!
I had never bought anything baby related on any of my cycles, until the last DE one. I went and bought a little pair of baby socks and slept with them under my pillow. I thought they would be my lucky charm. When the cycle failed I felt stupid for doing that, now I kinda wish I had bought something for every cycle not as a bitter reminder but as a token of how hard we tried and in memory of every little egg that didn't make it.
My partner always says " you get your hopes up" well if I didn't have hope I wouldn't be doing any of this IVF crapola!!!!
That's my rambling for the day biggest hugs ever to you today X
@Billie2 - Let it all out hun this is so so cruel and you are allowed a breakdown. You so deserve that cake and wine definitely no judgement in this thread. Hun don't be so hard on yourself you are definately not stupid you are like everyone of us in here - very hopeful that luck will change and the world will for once be kind to us. Look after yourself hun and take some time for yourself.
Thanks for your kind thoughts eith my cycle too hun x
@tuxcat - Thanks hun yes hoping for one or two good eggs x
@Gagingi - Thanks hun, yes my cycles do generally take forever there is only my last cycle that went like a dream cant really expect another cycle where I am so lucky. I do trust Wazza so hoping all looks better on Saturday and we can plan for an epu either Monday or Tuesday (preferably Tuesday for testing haha).
I have just spent half an hour reading back..
@Billie2 I'm sorry, its so so shi1tty getting BFP then having a bleed. Its not fair at all, have a winge, yell and scream you can and you should
I had a small smile at all the references to BIB's hotness I know what she looks like and yes she goes alright, just as lovely on the outside as the inside
@Heyside hope EPU goes well I bet wazza manages to pluck more eggs out than what you think he will
@Tahli thans for asking after my lining not much to report as of yet as I have only just started the meds for this cycle. I had a bit of a bleed out last night where I injected my clexane and so I PM'd BIB in a fizz but its all good it stopped. I am on FSH this time as well quite a large dose and feeling so bloated like ten tonne tessie already. When your appoitment with Wazza?
Now onto the important stuff so last night I had a freaking snake in my kitchen and the thing slithered in behind my power points so no catchers will come and get it due to the danger of the electrics. I don't know what it is with me and wild life this week earlier in the week I had a baby kookaburra sit outside my window for two days straight crying at me. Now in hindsight the bloody Kookaburra was probably trying to get to the snake. Oh god how am i going to sleep with a snake in my house
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