Hello I'm 35, scared to have children and scared not to. My on going blood pressure issue adds to this anxiety. I Bd'd just after my 'safe' time closed. Got some strange symptoms at just 2DPO. Thought I was imagining these and so just for fun I used an old test that I had in my cabinet at 10DPO and got a BFP!! I thought that this must be an inaccurate old test so bought a pack of tests the next day, and since then have had extremely faint line and at 13DPO it is there, and darker. (spent like $100 on tests!) I feel anxious about my BP which is making me more anxious. AF is due in 4 days, so will try and chill until then. No one else knows. But hey Thanks for listening!