I found out today that I'm pregnant, at first I was shocked, then I was ok and excited, now I feel sad, its been just me and my son for 10years, we are best friends, we have a strong bond and I've enjoyed him over the years even now, we are so close, having this baby makes me sad to think we won't have this bond anymore because there will be a baby involved, in a couple of years though, he will be pretty much a teen and I guess I have to let it go then, he never likes letting go of me and he is 10!
I wanted this baby because I always wanted a family with a partner, instead of being a single mum all these years, though I've had a great time. I've had a hard life and I'm thinking, am I doing the right thing having this child, my son is grown up and is great company now. Im just grieving the relationship with my son because of this baby. Anyone else been in a similar situation?