Oh hon, it's bl00dy torture, the 2WW. Big hugs to you You just never know, y'know? Let's look at the positives - AF is due and yet..... That has to be a good thing
I remember my 2WW before I got my BFP. The absolute BEST advice I can give you is to go for a walk. Honestly, so many times I'd be sitting there on the lounge, crying, stressing, achieving nothing. Then I'd force myself out of the house and go for a walk. Not a marathon, just a nosy around the neighbourhood, looking in people's gardens at their flowers and cats, and thinking about how 'next year I could be doing this pushing a pram.' It sounds so trivial, but I swear I ALWAYS came back home feeling better. Fresh air will do wonders.
Also, thank you for stocking up on FRER's. You sure know how to make a girl's heart skip a beat