Hi everyone @Maxwellsmum, I was at my FS's the other day for my WTF appointment after our 2nd failed DE cycle and he said "I just can't explain why it didn't work", my response was because the universe is frucked that's why! And he said yes the universe is frucked that's the only explanation!
So up yours to the universe I say!!!!'. It's not hard to feel jaded, I had a friend who at 38 (same age as me on my first cycle) did her first cycle, ended up with 1 to transfer ( same as me) I got a BFN and she got her BFP and now has her little boy, I still can't speak to her. I feel like she had my baby!!! ( she didn't have fertility problems, but is in a same sex relationship) .
She kept telling me beforehand how she really wouldn't be upset if it didn't work because her partner is younger so they work just use her eggs. And then bam! Preggers first go!
She called me to tell me, and went on about how hard it all was- um not if it works first go!
See I'm bitter and angry too, we're allowed to be!!!'