Lissimo you will always feel stupid if you think others are out to get you. We are all here for the same reason, to support each other and provide valuable information about our experience in Greece.
You did ask repetitive and basic questions you could have 'googled' .. I spoke to you on the phone and told to you about my wonderful experience and my success at Embryoland, but you chose another clinic and didn't take my advice anyway. So I wouldn't blame strangers for your own feelings, you have to control that. I am alone doing this alone too, and I have to support myself most of the time, you cannot rely on others always and you need to develop a strong sense of self, or you won't be any good for your future child. They need a strong role model and someone they can rely on.
I've had a few miscarriages and I know how terribly heart wrenching that can be. I hope that the next time you try is a successful attempt.
To the rest of you reading- congratulations, good luck and don't stop until you get what you want !!!