Oh and I'll share this... After my scan this morning I had a bit of a cry. Was feeling a bit deflated and emotional. As I was wiping my eyes my 2yo DD came around the corner and said "Mummy sad" and gave me a hug. It was the first time I've heard her recognize an emotion. How lucky am I to have someone to hug through this journey. I really am grateful for what I have and wish everyone got the chance to experience motherhood.