@skye76 - congrats on the second normal! Great to have two normals. Relax and enjoy the break in the hope bubble.
I'm sorry you felt that way, it's so normal to feel jealous, resentful and bitter! Just when you think you are doing okay something/someone struts past you and it smacks you in face! I was having coffee with an IVF buddy the other day and a pregnant women walked past and we both contemplated crash tackling her and squeezing the baby out and running down the road! (Jokingly of course)
You never know maybe they were looking at you and thinking "jeez what I wouldn't give to be able to sit on the beach on my own without these brats"
So sorry your feeling down sending hugs X
@MissDa I totally think that too, how they're looking at me and hubby enjoying something and they're perhaps thinking, man I wish that was me! Lol, I do have that thought a lot, just to try and flip perspectives in my mind.
@Charlie74 travelling can be hard at times and staying with people is hard work! Just know that these feelings are probably a combination of all that combined with the infertility stuff. We've all had these times I think, good that you can vent here and tomorrow you'll hopefully feel better. The other day my DH told me to stop putting myself down, it came out of the blue but I thought about it afterwards and it's all wrapped up in all this infertility Sh!t that never seems to end. No wonder we are all worn down, you move between absolute hell to sadness, anger and flatness and it's always there hovering over your head. I agree there is no escape. Can you guys go off for a couple of days to get some space back? Have a break from the staying with people. Take care xx
Big hugs sweetheart You're right, this sh!t does follow you everywhere, and I completely 'get' wanting to just be at home and hide. Me, I am now living 95% of my time in my pjs and frankly have no intention of changing that, at least until Winter is done.
The offer of a Gonal-F pen is always there should you need it. I shall pop a sticker on it and save it for you hon And I'll look forward to that afternoon tea
Congrat's on your getting another PGD Normal into the freezer Luv!!!
Can understand why you want/need to take an extended break Shall temporarily remove you from the Roll Call until you're ready for your FET next year
Take care remember to eat, drink, laugh, love and live large while you're on your "R&R Time Out" for the remainder of the year ok???
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