I was simply posting an update.
What people think of me here is not my problem.
I'm not here to convince anyone of anything.
If any of you knew me personally you would find that I am nothing like I have been described by some of you. Text can miss so many aspects of detail and can never replace actual face to face interaction.
So, sincerely, good luck with your own journeys. Some have it easier than others and for some it is simply soul destroying going through what we all go through for the hope of having a child, both men and women.
I truly wish you all the best and success.
But remember this, next time a man comes on here, clutching at anything, trying to find direction or meaning to what's happening and all the emotions and fears involved, this man could be your own husband quietly, secretly screaming for help.
Baby dust to all of you.