I know its probably something else but I want a baby so bad I might be deluding myself and I know its unhealthy.
Four the last three months I have been having unprotected sex with my fiance and its fallen around my ovulation days.
The first month I had all the pregnant symptoms under the sun, nausea, breasts, fatigue etc but the one that really made me think it was different was that my sense of taste had gone funny. Everything was too salty and smells made me want to puke. But at the end of the month I spotted for five days around the day 12 mark and then came my period. I was devastated because I really thought this time it was happening. The period was painful with dark blood but it was lighter then usual and I even went on to think I miss carried. But that's silly right?
I continued to feel like crap and only came right for a week or two before my next period that came right on time and was also light but not painful which is unusual for me because I have been having extremely painful periods the last few times and was thinking of going to the docter because of it.
Anyway, I thought nothing of it until this month when I was shopping with my fiance and nearly fainted in target while he was trying on clothes. I was so tired and my energy just left me. I have been pmsing for a while. I normally don't get pms symptoms. From then on I've had fatigue and nausea bloating and cramps. This months period came four days late and two of them where spotting. I am normally pretty regular with heavy periods. This period light and was once again painful with bright red blood but this time I had lower back pain. The lower back pain didn't go away with this period and has continued on for a week now. Its mostly felt in the back but I can't rub it cause its deep. Its in my left ovary area. It spread a little down my leg and to my other ovary and a little up my torso. I am taking like six pain killers a day to stop the pain ruining my life. Only in the last few days has it subsided and only hurts at night mostly.
My fiance thinks it might be a twisted cyst as I was diagnosed with ovarian cysts a few years back. I read up on pregnancy and week 12 and 13 of pregnancy are matching my symptoms. Feeling faints and lower back pain due to the lifting up of the uterus. If i got pregnant with the first period I would be just on 13 weeks. I am a New Zealander in queensland so a docters not and option and I haven't found a job yet so I can't afford the $20 pregnancy tests around. I'm so lost. My Fiance is not keen to take me to the docters for the back pain and I don't dare tell him I might be pregnant. He likes to call me a hypochondriac haha and hes not to fond of docters.
Anyway, I just needed to get that off my chest and does anyone think that I could be pregnant? Or maybe its just a cyst problem?
Thanks for you time