@Gagingi oh sorry my head is all over the place. Yes this takes over your whole existence. I really hope your preggers and you can just enjoy instead of stimming again luv. I just found out my bt is on a ph so not sure if clinic will be open. I will call tomorrow to check. I'm the same with 2nd wk of twt. Im working the last few days of 2nd wk so hopefully that will distract me a bit. Fx im preggers and then it will be ok.