Gorgeous @Summer. What can we do to help you? What can we help you work through? How can we help you to start your OE cycle ASAP or get your DE cycle underway. If hospitals are such a fear, and possibly causing a delay, then just crack on with a DE cycle Hun. Break out your credit card and get reserving a donor and get her initial testing starting. Go get YOUR baby. Again, it is YOUR time.
You beautiful ladies make me cry!! In a good way, the love & support here is just amazing.
@Maxwellsmum yes I'll be your wine buddy for the month - I'm about to go crack a red right now :-) I think your plan is the go - I would be impatient too & if your lining is good & Wazza did your plan then go for it!! Not long now hon & you will be well & truly up the duff!
@infinity888 you are such a sweetheart & I thank you for words that mean so much. I don't have anyone to be a strength for me through this. My mum & I aren't close, DH doesn't want to know, my close friends are childless & don't want kids so don't get it & I have two friends who are quite new & both going through this but I'm too scared to deepen the friendships just in case they get pregnant but I don't as I would struggle with that... I prob just need to toughen up & just do what it takes but I feel silly looking into things like endo when any FS is just going to say I'm too old anyway... But then maybe I need to find out before I do DE anyway? I'll be ok, I'm just tired & emotionally exhausted after this week.
Love you guys xxx
@infinity888 I think we have to take the wins when we can, since it's such a journey full of more downs than ups. so celebrate your "high score" today. I am sorry for the ladies who've had none, that would be really upsetting
hugs @Maxwellsmum & @Summer. I hope in one way there was a problem with your meds, so it would be a logical explanation for this month's lining. it's very disappointing not being able to transfer after such a build up, so it's perfectly understandable to be feeling as you are. I hope next cycle your lining comes to the party. there's all those embies waiting to try! and Summer, yes I get those twinges of sadness when I hear other announcements - I'm happy for everyone else, as it's their bub not mine, the one I wanted, but it does remind of the loss at times - you can't help think of your own situation when others say things. that's not to say they should stop sharing good news - it's also encouraging to hear everyone's news and I wish everyone well. I think it's normal to feel as you are too, and at least your talking about it rather than letting it all build up. hugs I've just ordered pizza, mostly for the chocolate mousse.
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Yep..why not Luv?? It's Wazza's plan and if you trust that she'll put the emby's back in where they should be...and why wouldn't she?? Does she do unguided transfers like Wazza??? then do it I reckon!!
If Wazza trusts her to do it and doesn't want to do it personally himself for whatever reason, then go right ahead Luv I say!!!
Luv, I'm not surprised you feel that way and I reckon almost all of us Lovelies have felt the jealousy ourselves at some stage on this Godforsaken journey!!
I can tell you now that I used to get Cycle Envy, Egg Envy...used to wish I was PCO/S, Embryo Envy, Transfer Envy, Stick Envy/BFFP Envy...because I felt so envious that others were out there actively trying while I had to bide my time saving more money and freaking out about how the delay would mean even more of a decline in my egg quality etc, etc.
It frucking sux but totally normal and understandable to feel that way I think yours is even more compounded by all the custody issues with that C R U N T!!!
ETA- Bub Hub..... You will not stop me spewing forth my expletive laden post!!! LOFL!!!
Last edited by BlondeinBrisvegas; 15-04-2016 at 20:29.
Tahli you are such a gem! I just have to get on with something, I keep hoping a natural cycle will work because that's the only thing that ever has, but it's just not happening. I might bite the bullet & see my FS next week & just start a stim cycle. If I get to EPU then maybe I can just ask for lots of extra drugs... & do a freeze all if we did happen to get an embie. Then I could do the investigations knowing I had an embie waiting, that might get me through... You are all such a support, I don't know where I'd be without you xxxxx
How are you hon? All settled down since your ex-DH moved out? Can you breathe again now? Hope you & DD are all good. Can I come for a visit soon? Actually, wanna come to court & heckle the ex? Lol :-)
Fresh cycle, transferred 3 X top notch A grade embies, eggs from a 22 yr old 😂 Yes I'm nuts (and quietly $h!tt!ng bricks that all three will take, but the chances of that are pretty low). Same ED as my DS - she makes great bubbas!
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