Missing my kids today. It's my birthday and first one in 21 years I haven't had a child at home
But desperate to be free of the damn things again, sick of lying and sneaking from dh.
Eta: I must confess dd1 is absolutely driving me up the wall this past week
yeah it's hard to stay focused on quitting when there's outside stressors, it always feels like the perfect escape. actually I'd be lying if I said ds' lack of sleep and associated antics didn't have me considering taking it back up
I am sitting in the car in the kindy car park it's pouring rain andDS2 is asleep. DS1 is going to have to wait...
I had a few cardigans/jackets around- in the car, near the back door etc that I smoked in then took them off. I had hand sanitiser, mints, fragranced baby wipes and mini perfumes in every bag.
I did get caught out a few times but more from cigarette butts being left and lighters falling out of my pockets which resulted in epic fights about me smoking and lying which only resulted in me continuing to lie.
Little Miss Sunshine (14-06-2016)
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