I really had no idea where to write this post...but I'm at a total loss currently in my situation!
As you'll see from my signature below my partner and I went through IVF late last year after 4years together, and were successful in getting pregnant (great news at the time).
Since then however the relationship has been a real mix of highs and lows. Some days he will be excited about the prospect of becoming a dad & is the most amazing partner, then other days he will totally switch personas and threaten to kick me out of the house and end the relationship. last week I left the house after he started arguing to avoid getting myself or the baby stressed, only to come back a few hours later to find all my belongings chucked out the window.
I feel I'm in a continued state of uncertainty & even though the baby is healthy currently, I can't help but feel upset a lot of the time. All my family live over in the UK, and whilst I have close friends here I don't want anyone else to know quite how bad the relationship can be.
Having gone through fertility issues prior to IVF, I don't want to consider having an abortion but then I realise this means my partner will ALWAYS be part of my life, whether I like it or not.
I'll clarify that he has never ever been physically abusive to me, before or during the pregnancy.
Sorry for lengthy post but I've just been in such turmoil recently not knowing how to handle this
Any advice would be great.