I try to stay positive, because to sone extent, it is out of my control. I can mope around feeling negative, but it's not going to achieve anything.
I figure whether I'm positive or negative, I'm still going to be depressed and disappointed when AF arrives, so I may as well hang onto hope while I can. That way there's only a couple of days of the month where I'm down, instead of the whole month.
When AF arrives, I have a couple of sad days, then pick myself up and think positively for the next month
Lil Smurfy - its going well so far.
The tests are slowly getting darker. Today's line was certainly darker thank yesterday but they are still not super super bright. Today should be 14dpo and AF due date, so i'm happy to have the second line still there.
If its a bit darker tomorrow i'm going to go and make an appointment with my GP to get the bloods to confirm.
I am trying to keep super busy and it's working pretty well!
Writing heaps for my thesis, getting back into some tv shows, have a weekend full of things planned and am going to book us a weekend away next weekend (Friday is o date)
I'm trying not to follow Bub Hub or goggle but when I'm alone in the mornings and tired occasionally I slip and have a wee looksies 😝
I am far less stressed than last month but just have no hope lol
I stress out, and cry, and mope, and think its never going to happen, then af stops, and I get all positive and obsessive with O dates and the 2ww. So I don't cope with it well lol
I'm hoping I O earlier this month on clomid, cd18 is sooooo late!
Still no idea what's going on here, got major type AF pains in abdo area, cervix super high, no idea on CM as we're still BD every night. I'm not enjoying it at all. Is it sad that I lay there and can't wait for it to be over lol.
I feel super bloated and just all round crampy.
According to AF last month on FF it puts me to ovulate on 29th or if I remove those details off FF it puts me at ovulation on the 2nd. So I have no idea as I've been really twingy for weeks.
Spotted on 30th and 2nd..
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