[QUOTE=Caesardust;8430292]@Blossom74 my heart is breaking reading all of the posts about you today. I really hope something shows up but I totally get that you know when you know. It sounds like you're getting a good dose of support on here from the lovely ladies and those bruises are mad. I've never bruised that much so wondering if flicking the needle does make the difference./QUOTE]
Thanks love. Everyone is just being so super supportive, and without you all I really don't know how I would have coped.
I flicked the needle tonight so we'll see what tomorrow's bruise shows up like, lol.
Speaking of tomorrow, I am off on a work trip. Both good and bad I suppose. Bad because...well...it's work. I really just want to wallow at home for a bit. But good in another way in that I'll be kept occupied, and time will pass a lot quicker. Then on Wednesday I do my official BT and get that out of the way. Hopefully that will leave me free to figure out how we move forward from here.
Before I go I will POAS. He who expects nothing is never disappointed and the worst that can happen at 13dpo is I get a miracle surprise. I will pop in, albeit briefly, at around 5am and let you know how that goes, although I'm already fairly certain of the result.
Hopefully I'll be back home by Wednesday evening so I look forward to seeing you all then.
Thank you all once again for your support. You are all just amazing.